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1. Choose the 4th folder where you store your pictures on your computer.

2. Select the 4th picture in the folder.

3. Explain the picture.

4. Tag 4 people to do the same. - im not going to tag if you read it and want to do it then go for it :)








lol sorry, i was a poser!
this was me when i was little. hehe


umm yes about the nixon thing.
i was wrong.
the girl was just a friend.
ah.
and he does like me.
it all seems so stupid now. how could i think that?
oh well. its all in the past i spose.
so were cool now, were meeting up on sunday also with my sister and her boyfriend.
its funny because me and my sister are best friends and Nixon and Flicks boyfriend, Jake, are best friends aswell.

yeah, its sorta a double date, but not really. :)

thanks for the advice.



ciao xx

*Sigh*

Well hello for another evening.
Its 41 degrees outside and its 10.44PM
So for a starter that dosent help my mood.


I woke up too the sound of my phone ringing, im always so delusional when that happens. I ussally dont know where my phone is or how to answer. But i got there. It was Simon. I was sposed to be going to the shops today with Ki & him. I was soo exited. He wanted to know what time we were going and stuff, then he hung up too call Ki while i got ready. Then my phone rang again with simon saying Ki got groundded and couldnt come, so we decided not to go just us two, that would be awkward. I was soo dissapointed. It was 50 degrees by that stage so i decided to get out of the house and go too the shops with mum and my sister, we met one of out friends there too. It was much cooler in the shopping center.

Then when i got home i stayed on the computer. all day. I swear there is hardly anything to do on hot days. I cant go outside, walk to the shops, walk Jess (my dog) or go to friends houses. It was annoying, but i thought i felt like playing sims 2 on my computer, so i played for ages. It wasnt really a fun day so my mood was almost at its lowest, i had zero tollerence for everything.

So I went on msn. And i had a sad face in my name, only cuz i was so annoyed about my day. and Nixon was on. So we talked for a while n then he went offline. So i read back over the convo. Wowo i sounded like a bitch. I was answering in one word to everything. He mustof gotten pissed off i wasnt being friendly, not that he was really himself either, then i spotted something elce. in his message under his name, it said ILY MAGGIE (L). I was so shocked. See it could just be he has a friend he loves, in a friendish kindof way. but i rekkon he has a girlfriiend. and thats what brings me too now. right this second. i texted him a minute ago it says


im sorry. i shouldnt ignore you just because im sad. im such a bitch. come back online. please?

but he hasnt texted back, or come online. I dont know what to do. now im scared ive hurt him unintentionally and he wont even text me.

so yes, im waiting eagerly for his name too pop up saying online.

ciao xx

Im in a bit of a pickle

Hia!
oh wow
ive a fair few busy weeks
im so sorry i havent been blogging
ive been at the beach and with friends and have had not much time on my hands.
so news news news news.
where do i begin. oh yes..
once upon a time
i was at the beach with my sister (yep i know i already told you about this but there is one very inportant detail i forgot to mention)
she was telling me about this friend she has, and hes afraid of blood, just like me. And after a long conversation about him i found out that me and this so called guy Nixon have a whole lot in common. so she said she will introduce us. when i got to the next beach trip, he texted me, he sounded so sweet, he said
"Hey Kirsty,
you having fun at the beach?
just be careful and dont drown :P
could you text me when you get back?
looking forward to talking to ya :) xo"


:) i was happy. he seemed so perfect, and he was.
i got home and we talked all day on msn, wich followed with phone conversations and all sorts of things. I really got too know him, and although we had never met, it seemed like i had known him forever. But behind all the happiness, there was a lie. i was lying to myself thinking i could put myself out there again, becuase deep deep inside, i still liked someone. Someone by the name of Ki.

I was having fun talking to Nixon, when we get onto the conversation of who we liked, and he managed to get it out of me that it was him, but he didnt know that there was also another somone. When he thought it was right he told me he liked me, too. We both agreed that we must meet before we took this any further.

All fine and dandy now? wrong.

Then i get a call from one of Ki's friend wich i also know and am very good friends with, he knew that i liked ki, he didnt know about Nixon. He says

"Kirsty! I have great news! Ki likes you! He might ask you out when he gets back from his holiday"

I have to admit i was so exited, all this time i had kindof bottled up my feelings for Ki, and suddenly they exploded infront of me. Then i thought, oh crap. what have i done.

So now i have two guys that like me, i like both of them. and they have no idea that i like the two of them at once.

I really need help with this one. And some of you may tell me too weigh up the pros and cons but i have done tht and theyre both fairly equil. And now both of them will be heartbroken if i tell them i like the other one. And i know i willl choose one and then be like oh crap i should of chosen the other one. :S
help me :)

you guys are the best,
thanks for helping me previously in my drama filled life :S

ciao xx

Not Really Awake

*sigh*
I am so absolutly sick of my sister.
When we went away we had to sleep in the same bed and it was horible.
She makes weird noises, i sortof remember that from when we were little.
Anyway, im just sick of her, sick of the beach... sick of waiting for exiting things to happen.


Im exited about school now. I get sick of the holidays is big blocks, I rekkon they should give us random like 2 day holidays through out the year and at christmas and new year give us like 3 weeks. It would be nice to have many small holidays.

This will be a short post because well, i have nothing to talk about atm.
Im tierd and i feel like crap. :(
I just want to sleep, let my dreams resolve it all.

Im off,
ciao xx

To the beach, again..

Hey guys :)

Im pleased, Jezz didnt block me, or if he did he unblocked me. We had an alright convo two nights ago. It was cool, but sortof awkwrd...


Last night Holly, my 3 year old cousin, slept over. She is a nightmare sometimes. It was fun untill it got dark, then she got all tierd and grumpy. Now im one of those people who get sick of others easily, i cant spend more than 1 night with most people. But Holly, i really get sick of her. Dont get me wrong, i love her so much, she was my first real cousin. All the others are 3rd cousins. But she just gets annoying after a while. So anyway, she went to sleep at 9.45PM. wich was good, then i could get up and watch tv/go on msn. So i stayed up for an hour or so, but i was worried she would wake up and freak out becuase i wasnt with her. I tried to sleep but we still had the hall light on because she wouldnt sleep without some light. Still, i couldnt sleep, then, she started snoring, really loudly. I cant stand people who snore, it really pisses me off. And she was snoring loud, and i mean loud. so that kept me up for 1 hour and 1/2. I was getting fed up so i got my sleeping bag and slept on the couch :S. Then she woke up at 6.30AM and woke me up aswel!

I was so annoyed. She is a lovely girl, but after 6.00PM she gets grumpy. So that was my tiering night. We did go shopping during the day aswell, but thats another long long story. I dont think i will be able too see her for a long time now, and guess what, were going to the beach together, my auntie, uncle, mum and my little cousins Matilda and Holly, and of course me. That will be my 3rd trip to the beach this holidays. Its 5 nights. Yes, 5 nights. Im preying im not going to sleep in her room, preying. *SIGH*


On monday im heading to the beach for the second time this holidays. Im going with my sister/freternal twin, Flick. I rekkon we will have fun.

Ok im signing off now. Im so tierd i want sleep ;)

ciao xx

Im Back

Hey!

I missed you all so much even though its only been 4 days.

I went to the beach with my friend Tess.

Sorry the second photo isnt rotated.

I just dont know how too :S

yeees so i went away for 4 days. It was good fun :D

Me and Tess got up too lots of mischeif, like eating the pringles and then resealing them so mum didnt know.

Rawr i miss the beach and the sand. And our little unit thing. Its just the thing i look forward to every year.

Ah yes. i spose you are wondering about Jezz, hmm? What happend to the guy?
Well. I think hes blocked me. :S. He hasnt been online in a while, im not sure weather he just hasnt been comming on as much because he doesent have anyone he is eager to talk to, or if he just dosent want to talk to me? Im just trying not to lett my mind wander to the thought of him killing himself. If he did, and it was my fault. I dont know what would become of me. I would be so upset, I might result doing something just as drastic as that. I dont know, but im just not going to think about it at the least.

There isnt much news anymore. Nothings been happening this holidays, not at all. I hate to say this but i miss school. I cant wait to go make friends with the people in my year 9 class. It will be lots of fun, i just dont want to be botherd with Renee and Chevoune. Ugh. Renee added me for a second time on myspace since i deleted her becuase she kept stealing all my songs and stuff on my site. She annoys me. I hope i can tune her and Chev out next year. Just blend them with the rest of the world.

I just wanted to say an even more massive thanks to all of you for helping me through my drama filled life, and remember theres way more to come. Hehe

ciao xx

Its Over & I Couldnt Be Happier

Before i start, i want to thank all of you for your great advice. You defenetly helped me through it. You are all so lovely and i really enjoy your feedback.

So your probably wanting me to stary telling you about the details of the break up?
ok. this only happend 10 mins ago. so this is fresh information here.


I came on msn and ofcourse he was online.


.Jezza. says:
kirstyyyy!!!

- Kirsty says:
hey

.Jezza. says:
hru!

- Kirsty says:
im ok

- Kirsty says:
you?

.Jezza. says:
i feel really sick and i havnt slept in 36 hours but im still happy :D

- Kirsty says:
lol

.Jezza. says:
so what have you been doing this morning

- Kirsty says:
i met my friend in town square

.Jezza. says:
thats good, did you have fun?

- Kirsty says:
ye

- Kirsty says:
you know what?

.Jezza. says:
what?..

- Kirsty says:
this will sound weird, but i likeed it better when we were best friends. it was less awkward and i wasnt all nearvous and freaked out by everything

- Kirsty says:
dont ya rekkon?

.Jezza. says:
yes!!! omg i was actually considering telling you that we should only be friends for now coz i've seen you 3 times and wer 25ks apart 90% of the time.... the only reason i didnt say was because zane said he would snap my legs if i hurt you.... lol



so thats what happend. thaats it. done. and i couldnt be happier. he is a great friend, its just so hard to see it when im looking at him through girlfriends eyes. every thing is going smoothly and were having a good conversation. this is probably the easiest break up ive gone through. exept for that one where i was in grade 6 and just put my hand on his shoulder and said, "lets just be friends". and then i walked off. lol. he didnt even catch what i said. then he asked his friend and he said "dude. you just got dropped."
lol.


So in other news. Me and sam became friends again. i dont even know what drove her to apologize to me. she just called and said she was sorry. so we started talking and then we ended up going to town square together. it was weird. we had fun, but it was awkward. Shes defenetly not the same, personally i think shes only being my friend becuase her 2 best friends and her boyfriend are all away. Oh well. I will just be her friend but i wont catch up with her that much.


I just got the C.D 'Unessential Listening' By Hamish Blake & Andy Lee. I dont know if you know about them. Theyre aussie and they do a radio show. Theyre just hilairios. I also love Hamish. I have a photo of mine signed by him. I want to meet him. And when i do i probably will pass out.


Thanks again for helping me through all this Jezz stuff.
It means alot to me.

ciao xx