My heart surrenderd.

Im. In. Love.

no i dont just like a guy like every other on this blog.
im never leaving.
i love you daniel.
never ever ever will i be so stupid as to go through that many usless boys who ment nothing
when you were here all along.

And the walls have ears but they dont have eyes so you do not have to dress in disgisue

hmmmm

wel hai thare :0

is my birthday on sunday

1st of november

yay!

photos :D

so exiting

well yes that was from the party that me and flicck had. it was lots of fun :)

hehehe

im home sick today :o

oooh nooo

it sucks.

but is okay cuz i will hopefully be better by sunday

:D

ciao xx

Cant Imagine Life Without You, Litterally.

Okay
been ages,
hi
how are you?
good?
thats good to hear.

So, guy I like is talking to my friend and it turns out he only has one sister because the other one died :(
i was so destressed, and it didnt even happen to me.
it never ever occored to me how horrible life would be, knowing one of the people you love will never live to see the world, never see you in your best and worst moments.
it got me thinking, more than ussual.
what would i do if someone died?

even the thought of my dog dying (shes 12 so its been comming for a while :/) brings me to tears. Imagine life without my sister, i wouldnt feel there was a need to live anymore.


one thing ive realised, is too embrace everything you have, because nothing will last forever.


ciao xx

And You Know Its Never Simple, Never Easy

HEYYYYYY
well guys its been ages

everything has changed since last time i wrote in.
well lifes fairly good,
im in year 9
and its fabulous :)
the people in my classes are nice
and my life is getting better
and the best part is
ive met a guy
and his name is Haydn
and he is like a boy version of me
silly immature and just loves laughing and mucking around
he. is. perfect.
not one flaw.
magic.
and he asked me out.


Ive decided i want to be a teacher when im older. Primary school. I love kids so much.
It would be so good.
Ive made so many good friends. Im very happy.. And it made me realise how unhappy i was last year. Skipping from boy to boy covering up how unhappy i was. I read all my old posts and i think the main reason i was so unhappy was cuz my friends wernt real friends. The good ones stood the test of time and theyre still with my luckily :)

sorry i havent beeen on in forever.
got a bit carried away in my happiness :)
ciao xx

Vlog 4 - Swine Flu

haha enjoy :)

some pointers of whats been going on

• Me and Adam broke up
• I dont like Angus anymore at all hes like my best friend
• I like someone new (argh i know your probably like shit wtf she likes too many people)
• His name is Tom

Its dads birthday tomorow i got him a shirt :)

yay!

ciao xx

Vlog 3 - Steriotypes

hey dudes and dudetts.

once again a new vlog :)

hehehe yeahhhhh.

well Angus was away from school today i think hes been vomiting.

not goooood :S

I miss him :(.

http://www.youtube.com/user/neofuneight99

kirsty-madeleine@hotmail.com

ciao xx

When im with him im thinking of you

Hey,
Adam and I broke up.
Need i say more?
He came over, and it was terrible.
He was trying to hug and kiss me and i just kept moving away. I hated it, because I dont like him anymore.
I feel so much better now though.
Im freee!
Anyway
BIG NEWS
haha
last night i had a sleepover with Kieran and Angus. It was awesome. Haha it was sooooo fun!
Kieran fell asleep at about 2 and Angus and I stayed up till 5.30. Yay! It was such a good night.
I loved it because it gave me the chance to get to know him better.
And now I like him more than ever, Shit.
lol.
AND no im not going to go out with Angus any time soon. That would be stupid. Im going to wait AT LEAST 3 weeks. mmmmm.
Arghh im pretty stressed atm. So much to do.

ahh well :)

ciao xx