Love sucks

g'day,
back again,
well, my life has been fairly interesting lately...
well whats going on is not so long ago i went away with my friend, she took my camping for my birthday (love her!) and there were two boys there, Bob and Jim, that isnt really there names but anyway. My friend Taya liked Jim so she said you can have Bob so i agreed and went for Bob cuz he seemed so nice and we got along perfectly well. But then i had a problem because i started to like Jim just a bit so i hid my feelings beneath my eyes and kept it a huge secret. Me and Bob were getting closer but then i noteced something was wrong, Jim and Taya were drifting slowly away. I asked her and she said he just wouldnt hug her or anything. Then she started blaming it on me n said tht he liked me. So i went to investergate. I asked him why and explained everything on why i was asking n he said tht it was cuz he liked me. N i was about to tell him the truth tht i liked him too i just wasnt allowed cuz of Taya n then Bob came over so i ddint tell him n then the next day.... wait for it... me and Bob kissed, it was pretty bad acctually. But anyway i got home and told Jim on msn how i felt n stuff n he said tht he liked me so much n stuff but the big problems are...
if i go out with Jim, Bob will get angry
if i go out with Jim, Taya will get angry
if i go out with Bob, Jim will get angry
and they live over 45 mins away

Yep thats one thing thats going on. probably the biggest too. I just need advice on it. Im trying to forget them, wich has almost worked exept for everytime i hear theyre voices or see theyre faces I get trampled by all the memories. I miss it so much. I just want to see them again, I havent seen either of them for ages. they keep canceling theyre plans with me. Maybe somethings up.. I hope not. I have to go now. Be sure to give me all the advice and i will accept any followers!

ciao xx

This is me

g'day,
well im kirsty909,
im 14, not that it matters too much but anyway. Im quite a wild one when im not at school, school is pretty much a prison for me. It locks me up in lies and a goody-two-shoes act, Im not really like that inside. I do like writing stories though. Outside of school im fairly wild but i have a voice in my head, sortof like an angel and a devil, and the angel is always telling me that im doing something wrong, and it is constantly overpowering me. I crave to be the devil that is on my right shoulder. Although alot of people dont think that i even consider being a devil. Most people think im the innocent little girl that likes barbie, wich i do because she reminds me of my childhood, but whos going to judge? The thing about me is im not really who anyone thinks i am, i have so many sides too me, but i think it makes me whole.
My friends are pretty much most of my life, I love them all in their individual ways. Cazz and The Kaskamatron are two of the many that have entered my life. They are very special too me. They are both in my class and sitting on either side of me.
Anyway more about me. I love too sing. I have done singing lessons since 2005 and its one of the only things i am acctually good at, im not putting myself down or anything im just not good at too many things. Anyway I love lots of types of music but one of my favorites is Taylor Swift. She is a fantastic singer. I love horses too. they are brilliant animals, theyre so gracefull and gorgeous. Not that i dont think any animal isnt. I love all animals. If I could have all the animals in the world they would be mine.
Im in english right now so i better get off :)
ciao xx