When a heart breaks, it don't break even

Heyyy,


Yep I have a problem.
Love triangle alert.
yeah
okay
I love Adam heaps and heaps, and I wouldnt dream of breaking his heart, but theres this other guy called Angus. And yeah He likes me at the moment.
You know that thing where when someone likes you, and you just get really curious as to how it would turn if you gave them a try? yeah well i had that for a while, and in that time we became closer. And now i acctually like him, almmost as much as Adam.

Adam has no idea Angus even exists too. They barley know eachother. Mmm i spose that makes it easier. But I dont want to dump Adam ESSPECIALLY not to go out with someone elce, because thats really mean.

What I decided I would do is have Adam over and see weather I still like him as much (since its holidays and I havent seen him since school). Hes comming over tomorow and yeah im worried, I hope its all okay, and yet part of me dosent hope its okay, because about half of me wants to go out with Angus.

ARGHH torn.

ciao xx

Vlog 2 - Our epic walk to the shops

Hey!

I miss you all so much

Its holidays now, thank god, not that im not still banked up on homework but atleast i dont have teachers on my back nagging me to hand it in. There hasnt been much going on i spose. Last night was fun, me and Flick stayed up together last night. Ussally we go to bed at different times but tonight we kindof had like a sleepover haha. It was fun we ended up staying up till 4! It was fun but I slept in her room on the floor cuz yeah we wanted to just have a massive chat n stuff but the matteress was sooo uncomfortable because its one of those super-thin ones for scout camps and stuff (cuz Flick does scouts) so Yeah i slept on that. Haha.

Other news.

Me and Jezz are like bff again rofl. Hes really good as a friend and yeah i intend on keeping it that way.

Me and Adam are still going strong wich is great.

Im so happy with this year of school so far. Its been soo good. Not the working part, just like making new friends and meeting new people! Theres a lot of new people that have enrolled in the school too, and I always love being the friendly one and being the first to say hi :).

Im quite annoyed at something thats been happening. My friend Sam, who I love and support, even though we have had quite a few falling outs. Well her boyfriend is giving me the shits. He thinks he can controll her. She met him over myspace, which wasnt very safe at all but luckily enough he wasnt a 40 year old perv. And she met up with him and then they went out and yeah. Now hes an absoloute controll freak. e.g. Yesterday me and her arranged with a few other guys, who are friends of ours, to meet at the shops. But when he asked her on the day if he could go to her house, and she told him about our plans, HE FORBID HER FROM COMMING! I was pretty annoyed, we had been planning this for a while and finnaly when we got it together he went nuts at her. I was so pissed off, he wrecked it for not only her, but for me and the rest of them aswell.

Yep that left me in a bad mood.

Anyways otherwise im okay I spose. I miss you guys heaps. Please add me on msn or e-mail me cuz i would love to talk to you

kirsty-madeleine@hotmail.com

and heres me and flicks Youtube channel

http://www.youtube.com/user/neofuneight99

:D

ciao xx

Not that much going on..

heloo for the first time in a long time.
well yess theere hasnt been too much exept for,

• There was a fire across the road from my house! We had to evacuate and everything it was so scary. Luckily they put it out in time. :)
• I made friends with Adams ex girlfriend. There was a bit of a scare with her because people told other people who told other people who told me that she still liked him and she was trying to win him back, and that she hated me because i 'stole' her boyfriend. Even though she was the one who dumped him, for someone elce, on msn... But its okay cuz were friends now.
• Um i got sick again. Wich isnt good. Im preying that this sickness thing dosent get any worse. I cant remember if ive told you guys but I have this problem with my immune system and it wont fight anything off so if like someone walks past me and theyre sick then i get it, and I get it bad. It lasts for ages and its worse than normal. Its quite depressing and also the fact ive never been immunised against anything dosent help.
• Its weird because me and Jezz are good friends again.
• One of my friends got caught drinking by her mum and shes grounded till like forever :(. Ive never acctually gone out drinking before and yeah, its mainly because i dont want to get sick from it like vomit and stuf, I hate vomit.
• I uploaded a video of myself singing on youtube! Haha i was soooo nearvous. I sounded terrible.
• And finally, i just found out that one of my majorly awesome people that i love love love on youtube has a blog! i was sooo happy and yeah now im following her. hehehe

Yeasss thats about it for today.

ciao xx

Our First Vlog :)

Me and my sisters first Vlog.

Hope you enjoy :P

there isnt much news going on atm.

Adams coming back tomorow :)

im exited, as anyone would be.

hopefully i can see him this weekend, because its a long weekend.

hehehe

ciao xx

My life would suck with out you, no wait, scrap that, My life would be heaven without you

I am so pissed off at a certain someone. Shes making me so angry. Argh i felt like murdering someone yesterday.


Anyway. Adams back in 3 days.
Im dying inside i miss him so so so so so much
haha but enough about adam, on to a serious note,

Today we had the day off, because the fires are so close to us.
I live in an area where it is so full of trees that you can hardly see the neighbours house.
So the fires are rapidly moving towards us. Im very worried. The winds are so strong right now.
If they do come, I dont know where we will go. We have nowhere.
Its pretty scary, if you can imagine.

ciao xx

Waiting... and some awesome news too!

Dont you hate waiting?
Adam has gone to queensland for 9 days
*sigh*
Its 7 days from tomorow though.
I miss him like crazy
Its so depressing
but im okay and i will get over it

Now to some awesome news
Me and my sister Flick are going to make a vlog!
i will post each new video we make onto this blog aswell as some writing about whats been happening in my life.
Im hoping it will put some extra spice into my blog because i havent been on much recently and ive noticed not too many people are reading anymore.
Remeber all comments are welcome!
So we will put the vlog on youtube aaaand a myspace aswell
so yess!

there really isnt anything elce interesting happening at the moment
im so boaring

ciao xx

Life is fun, Dreams will Come, Songs will be sung, heyup

Hey. Im in Class with Molly and The Kaskamatron.

lol boaringggggg.

I'm fairly tierd today. You know why Im tierd? Because Im not with Adam, Its always such a drag not being with him. Im not kidding, I think its love. Full blown, hold on to a pole because you will blow away love. I have no idea if im correct, it might possibly be just, you know. Lust. But im not sure. I dont know, but i dont care. I just want to scream to everyone telling them how i feel about him. He is just the sweetest thing.



Nixons been acting weird lately. Flick thinks somones hacked onto his account. I was asking him all theese personal questions that i knew the answer too so maybe i could catch him out. But he kept saying how much he loved me and how i should be going out with him, not Adam. I acctually called him after that, but my number was on private. So i called him and the first thing he said was "who's this?". I just said that its Kirsty, then as i started to speak, he hung up. He hung up on me. The only reason i was calling him was because i wanted to ask him weather it was acctually him on msn. it was very strange.

hmm so yep Life is good. Kinda a blur. Everything goes by so fast now. Its been like a week or something since i last blogged and i didnt even realise. haha. As they say, time flys by when your having fun, ayy? who are they anyway?

Im so sorry i havent been commenting either. You know what? Im going to do a massive comment round right now. I will read everyones blog and commment!!!


Okay im off guys,
talk soon
Oh and by the way,
HAPPY 20th POST!
haha

ciao xx