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HEYYYYYY
well guys its been ages

everything has changed since last time i wrote in.
well lifes fairly good,
im in year 9
and its fabulous :)
the people in my classes are nice
and my life is getting better
and the best part is
ive met a guy
and his name is Haydn
and he is like a boy version of me
silly immature and just loves laughing and mucking around
he. is. perfect.
not one flaw.
magic.
and he asked me out.


Ive decided i want to be a teacher when im older. Primary school. I love kids so much.
It would be so good.
Ive made so many good friends. Im very happy.. And it made me realise how unhappy i was last year. Skipping from boy to boy covering up how unhappy i was. I read all my old posts and i think the main reason i was so unhappy was cuz my friends wernt real friends. The good ones stood the test of time and theyre still with my luckily :)

sorry i havent beeen on in forever.
got a bit carried away in my happiness :)
ciao xx

Vlog 4 - Swine Flu

haha enjoy :)

some pointers of whats been going on

• Me and Adam broke up
• I dont like Angus anymore at all hes like my best friend
• I like someone new (argh i know your probably like shit wtf she likes too many people)
• His name is Tom

Its dads birthday tomorow i got him a shirt :)

yay!

ciao xx

Vlog 3 - Steriotypes

hey dudes and dudetts.

once again a new vlog :)

hehehe yeahhhhh.

well Angus was away from school today i think hes been vomiting.

not goooood :S

I miss him :(.

http://www.youtube.com/user/neofuneight99

kirsty-madeleine@hotmail.com

ciao xx

When im with him im thinking of you

Hey,
Adam and I broke up.
Need i say more?
He came over, and it was terrible.
He was trying to hug and kiss me and i just kept moving away. I hated it, because I dont like him anymore.
I feel so much better now though.
Im freee!
Anyway
BIG NEWS
haha
last night i had a sleepover with Kieran and Angus. It was awesome. Haha it was sooooo fun!
Kieran fell asleep at about 2 and Angus and I stayed up till 5.30. Yay! It was such a good night.
I loved it because it gave me the chance to get to know him better.
And now I like him more than ever, Shit.
lol.
AND no im not going to go out with Angus any time soon. That would be stupid. Im going to wait AT LEAST 3 weeks. mmmmm.
Arghh im pretty stressed atm. So much to do.

ahh well :)

ciao xx

When a heart breaks, it don't break even

Heyyy,


Yep I have a problem.
Love triangle alert.
yeah
okay
I love Adam heaps and heaps, and I wouldnt dream of breaking his heart, but theres this other guy called Angus. And yeah He likes me at the moment.
You know that thing where when someone likes you, and you just get really curious as to how it would turn if you gave them a try? yeah well i had that for a while, and in that time we became closer. And now i acctually like him, almmost as much as Adam.

Adam has no idea Angus even exists too. They barley know eachother. Mmm i spose that makes it easier. But I dont want to dump Adam ESSPECIALLY not to go out with someone elce, because thats really mean.

What I decided I would do is have Adam over and see weather I still like him as much (since its holidays and I havent seen him since school). Hes comming over tomorow and yeah im worried, I hope its all okay, and yet part of me dosent hope its okay, because about half of me wants to go out with Angus.

ARGHH torn.

ciao xx

Vlog 2 - Our epic walk to the shops

Hey!

I miss you all so much

Its holidays now, thank god, not that im not still banked up on homework but atleast i dont have teachers on my back nagging me to hand it in. There hasnt been much going on i spose. Last night was fun, me and Flick stayed up together last night. Ussally we go to bed at different times but tonight we kindof had like a sleepover haha. It was fun we ended up staying up till 4! It was fun but I slept in her room on the floor cuz yeah we wanted to just have a massive chat n stuff but the matteress was sooo uncomfortable because its one of those super-thin ones for scout camps and stuff (cuz Flick does scouts) so Yeah i slept on that. Haha.

Other news.

Me and Jezz are like bff again rofl. Hes really good as a friend and yeah i intend on keeping it that way.

Me and Adam are still going strong wich is great.

Im so happy with this year of school so far. Its been soo good. Not the working part, just like making new friends and meeting new people! Theres a lot of new people that have enrolled in the school too, and I always love being the friendly one and being the first to say hi :).

Im quite annoyed at something thats been happening. My friend Sam, who I love and support, even though we have had quite a few falling outs. Well her boyfriend is giving me the shits. He thinks he can controll her. She met him over myspace, which wasnt very safe at all but luckily enough he wasnt a 40 year old perv. And she met up with him and then they went out and yeah. Now hes an absoloute controll freak. e.g. Yesterday me and her arranged with a few other guys, who are friends of ours, to meet at the shops. But when he asked her on the day if he could go to her house, and she told him about our plans, HE FORBID HER FROM COMMING! I was pretty annoyed, we had been planning this for a while and finnaly when we got it together he went nuts at her. I was so pissed off, he wrecked it for not only her, but for me and the rest of them aswell.

Yep that left me in a bad mood.

Anyways otherwise im okay I spose. I miss you guys heaps. Please add me on msn or e-mail me cuz i would love to talk to you

kirsty-madeleine@hotmail.com

and heres me and flicks Youtube channel

http://www.youtube.com/user/neofuneight99

:D

ciao xx

Not that much going on..

heloo for the first time in a long time.
well yess theere hasnt been too much exept for,

• There was a fire across the road from my house! We had to evacuate and everything it was so scary. Luckily they put it out in time. :)
• I made friends with Adams ex girlfriend. There was a bit of a scare with her because people told other people who told other people who told me that she still liked him and she was trying to win him back, and that she hated me because i 'stole' her boyfriend. Even though she was the one who dumped him, for someone elce, on msn... But its okay cuz were friends now.
• Um i got sick again. Wich isnt good. Im preying that this sickness thing dosent get any worse. I cant remember if ive told you guys but I have this problem with my immune system and it wont fight anything off so if like someone walks past me and theyre sick then i get it, and I get it bad. It lasts for ages and its worse than normal. Its quite depressing and also the fact ive never been immunised against anything dosent help.
• Its weird because me and Jezz are good friends again.
• One of my friends got caught drinking by her mum and shes grounded till like forever :(. Ive never acctually gone out drinking before and yeah, its mainly because i dont want to get sick from it like vomit and stuf, I hate vomit.
• I uploaded a video of myself singing on youtube! Haha i was soooo nearvous. I sounded terrible.
• And finally, i just found out that one of my majorly awesome people that i love love love on youtube has a blog! i was sooo happy and yeah now im following her. hehehe

Yeasss thats about it for today.

ciao xx